I've been feeling a real pull lately to slow down. To stop trying so hard, to detach a little from all the things I think I need to do or achieve, and just be more present in my life.

And I feel like this painting has somehow become a reflection of that.

It started from an intention to play, moved through different imagery stages and then lastly inspired by Monet's gardens. I had painted some lily pads and felt drawn to adding a bridge in the background. I didn't really think too much about it at the time, but looking at it now, I feel like there was a reason I was drawn to it.

The bridge feels symbolic of where I am and where I want to go. And the doves just sitting there, peacefully, almost feel like they're showing me the way.

That maybe the way forward isn't in doing more. Maybe it's in slowing down, letting go a little, and actually being here for the life that's happening around me.

I think we can get so caught up in all the things we're working towards, all the pressure we put on ourselves, that we forget what it's really all about.

The people we love. The wind, the flowers, the beauty that's literally all around us. Just being here and getting to experience it all.

There's something almost hauntingly beautiful about that when you really think about it.

And I don't want to miss it because I'm too busy trying to get somewhere else.

And honestly, sitting here now, looking at this finished painting and realising what it means to me, I'm in tears.

It's actually rocked me a little. I don't think I realised just how much I needed this message until now.

It's almost like I've painted myself a reminder of something I've known deep down all along, but somewhere amongst all the noise and striving, I've lost touch with.

To come back to myself. To slow down. To remember what really matters.

And to be here, fully, for this beautiful life while I get to live it.
 
9x12 Inches (22.5 x 30.5cm)
Mixed Media Oil on Gallery Wrapped Stretched Canvas
Gloss Varnished
Ready to hang!
 
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